Past and Present
I don’t know why things have change and I don’t think there is anything I could do to change it back. Heck, I don’t even know if I want to change it back. As great as life was in the past, there are still things I cherish here in this future.
I first met Meg when I was 12 on an online game called Ragnarok Online. Soon after I startd emailing her in the morning before school. After that, online messengers. We would talk for hours and hours every day In the end I think she understood me far more than anyone ever has, or ever will. I ended up falling in love with her but she didn’t want to bewith me. I still think she loved me regardless. I was her best friend. It wasn’t until my junior year of high school hwhen our relationship change. I blamed her for it but I was probably more to blame. She started being different. More out going. She started dating more and becoming more of a flirt. I reacted in a terrible manner. I basically stopped talking to her for a long time. Honestly our relationship hasn’t been the same since. I miss the way things were. Recently she got married. She sent me pictures and god did she look beautiful. Breath taking even. As odd as it may sound my first thought when I saw her standing next to her husband to-be was “ Wow, It could have been me” and I wanted it to be to some respect.
Now onto my present. I am currently in a relationship with a girl that I really do love. She is so much fun and I love everything about her. Her smile, her laugh. She beautiful and smart too! She’s witty and so sweet. I meet her working at my first job(McDonalds). Whenever she was around I would flirt with her. I would always look at her schedule hoping I would work with her. Whenever I knew she was coming in I would get all giddy and excited. I was so nervous to ask her out but im glad I did. I’ve been so happy for the 11 months we’ve dated. Even now all I want to do is run over to her house with flowers just to see that smile.
In comparison to the girl I mentioned in the first paragraph she is very different but still alike. My current girlfriend is very affectionate. She would trade everything in her life just to have me hold her tight. She loves is a lot like me. She loves to hav fun and make jokes and she loves me so whole heartedly. The girl I mentioned in the second paragraph has always had a lot to talk about. She’s always wanted to share her life with me. My life was her life and her life, mine. I like to think that deep down she still loves me as she used to but as time flies I find myself questioning it more and more. There is so much I miss but yet so much I currently love. Wish I could have both but I don’t think I ever will get them both.
Take it easy,
Juan Munoz
I first met Meg when I was 12 on an online game called Ragnarok Online. Soon after I startd emailing her in the morning before school. After that, online messengers. We would talk for hours and hours every day In the end I think she understood me far more than anyone ever has, or ever will. I ended up falling in love with her but she didn’t want to bewith me. I still think she loved me regardless. I was her best friend. It wasn’t until my junior year of high school hwhen our relationship change. I blamed her for it but I was probably more to blame. She started being different. More out going. She started dating more and becoming more of a flirt. I reacted in a terrible manner. I basically stopped talking to her for a long time. Honestly our relationship hasn’t been the same since. I miss the way things were. Recently she got married. She sent me pictures and god did she look beautiful. Breath taking even. As odd as it may sound my first thought when I saw her standing next to her husband to-be was “ Wow, It could have been me” and I wanted it to be to some respect.
Now onto my present. I am currently in a relationship with a girl that I really do love. She is so much fun and I love everything about her. Her smile, her laugh. She beautiful and smart too! She’s witty and so sweet. I meet her working at my first job(McDonalds). Whenever she was around I would flirt with her. I would always look at her schedule hoping I would work with her. Whenever I knew she was coming in I would get all giddy and excited. I was so nervous to ask her out but im glad I did. I’ve been so happy for the 11 months we’ve dated. Even now all I want to do is run over to her house with flowers just to see that smile.
In comparison to the girl I mentioned in the first paragraph she is very different but still alike. My current girlfriend is very affectionate. She would trade everything in her life just to have me hold her tight. She loves is a lot like me. She loves to hav fun and make jokes and she loves me so whole heartedly. The girl I mentioned in the second paragraph has always had a lot to talk about. She’s always wanted to share her life with me. My life was her life and her life, mine. I like to think that deep down she still loves me as she used to but as time flies I find myself questioning it more and more. There is so much I miss but yet so much I currently love. Wish I could have both but I don’t think I ever will get them both.
Take it easy,
Juan Munoz
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