Lately ive been having a blast.Not all at once its more subtle but when i think back its just a blast.Meg and me stayed up till 1:30 one night just talking wich is what i do with everyone but with her its different we can talk for hours about irrelevent and relevent stuff we have a hard time staying on one subject for a long period of time we'd start off talking about how our daily lives are going and we'd end up talking about her headline news and how people in her chior class are preppy.Well just so happend at 1:30 my dad wakes up and starts yelling so i have to get off.tthe day after that i couldnt go on but we went to my mom's job carnical/picnic thing.they had free games and prizes now this stuff is for kids but my immaturitey kicked in and i even had my 35 yr old bro playin some of the games.I won ajestur hat complete with jingly bells,an eyeball,a teddybear i call jorge,and a mechanical claw it was sweet.heh its funny how me and meg spend a week jst barely talking to each other like id get on right when she has to get off and vice versa.But when we do get time to talk its like a 4-5 hr thing great.Lately Meg and i have been more open with our feeling toward one another.She told me how she beleives her life would be so different without me in it how ive helped her so much.Heh i beleived it was only me wo felt that way about her.she changed me in the sence that i matured alot quicker.when i met her i was 13 and i was still asking people (actually just girls) we still make jokes bout when i met her.But i mean you gotta understandwhen i was 13 i'd just go on yahoo pool and look for what girls are on and id try to hit on them.but when i met her i grew to stop doing that.actually i remebergoing on yahoo recently and when some girl started talking to me like i would to them back then i was actually sarcasttic towards them i was like:
girl: "asl?"
me:uuhhh....15/m/wi??
basically the entire conversation didnt go well XD.Meg also pushed me to be smarter then i was.i mean that girl was a genius id atleast have to be near the same level as her!!XD im still dumb but atleast i can carry on a conversation with her.
Ok wel i recently joined an anime forum and i was talking to someone on there about me playing baseball and they said they liked when i talked about baseball cause i spoke witha certain "pasion" about it.
speaking of baseball my season offically started.we r 3-2 the first game we actually played we won 18-6 second game agaisnt the cubs who we supposed to be the best we lost 11-0.but i dunno i wasnt very satisfied withtthat game i felt that everyone on my time was so worried about how good the team was rather then going out there to show how good we were and beleive me we could be on the same level as this team i beleive everyone was just phyched out.the next game we won 19-1 that game was boring it was with some kids who had just moved up from the junior league no fun.The next game we lost was a down right blast i knew half the team so it made it very fun.i went 1-3 wch isnt very good but hey im ok with that.i got to pitch 2 and a 3rd innings and i did better then everyone else on my team that day.
i mean in the first inning alone they scored 4 and when i was pitching no one scored. we lost 7-6 we sooo couldve won if we actual had semi decent hitters i mean we have a guy on second and me on 3rd and i was getting a monster lead off by the time the ball reached the glove i was about half way to home we had 1 out and our catcher bret is up whats odd about him is he's a beg dude but he cant hit for shit so he strikes out swining.and then Nolan our center feilder is up he strikes me as a guy who goes up to bat fearful hoping for a walk and when ur at the senior level you CANT by any means go up there like that i mean this guy nolan swing at a bad pitch and then looks at the next to strikes...game over.i ticks me off but it was a great game a game you could go home and think about for days about how awesome it was without even carring what the end result was.thats baseball at its best.

ok so im done bye