New Job? Euphoric love?

My last post was a year ago. At this point you might be thinking : "he must have soooooooo much to say!" but no, not much has changed. I still rock, you still don't. Don't be sad, i bet you're getting somewhat closer to my level of rock-age. Anyways so here are some events that have happen in the past, I don't know, year?

I got a job working at Mc Donalds. I worked there for about a year. It sucks. The job is long and repetetive and it takes no actual skill. I rock at it though, much like how I rock at everything else! Everything wasn't a complete wash though. I met the girl of my dreams there, and she is currently my girlfriend. I'm just so amazingly happy it's hard to explain. More on that later. I just recently quit and got a new job which I was totally happy about! I currently sell cell phones at a kiosk in the mall. So far I am good at it. I worked one week and in that week I sold six phones, four upgrades and two new lines. It's somewhat boring though, the Racine mall sucks! I make more money at this job. At McDonalds I was making $6.10 hourly. Now I make $7 hourly plus commission. So this job rocks!

Meg and I our talking again! We went through a rut all last year. I don't want to talk about it but I just didn't like some of her decisions then. It carried into just recently. We had a long talk and we just let everything go. I'm still waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cooler then her though! Frankie and Meg are having some trouble but it's on and off...they're fighting ....they're not fighting...i don't know anymore....fucking married couples!

Now onto Laura, the main event for,well, anything these days. I met her at McDonalds and It's been great ever since. We were just friends for a long time. I was shy, ya dig? At one point we both knew we liked each other and I didn't act on it for another 2 weeks! My last girlfriend was trash compared to Laura. I'm her first boyfriend which still amazes me, she's such an amazing girl. She's smart, funny, witty, charismatic, beautiful, and she completely has my heart. Have you ever heard your dad or grand dad tell you a story about how when they met their spouse for the first time they went home to their mother and said "that's the girl I'm going to marry"? That's exactly how I feel. I really want to marry her one day. Even if i did meet someone better, I wouldn't want her. I want Laura. Anything we do you can just feel genuine affection. Anywhere from holding hands to kissing. There's just a sense of euphoria I get. It's Impossible to explain how much I love her. I've tried. I feel like an idiot when I try! I love everything about her. She couldn't be more perfect in my eyes. I don't feel like I'm good enough for her though. I'm not that awesome of a guy, what would stop her from finding someone better? I'm lucky to be with her.

well that's it for now folks. I hope you had fun. It's rather short but I'm going to bed. I'm going to start doing daily or weekly posts...i haven't decided yet.

here's the love of my life right here :